Surprisingly, I have not been able to get babies off the brain! Wes's cousin, Rachael, is expecting her son, Jackson, anytime and watching her at her baby shower just made my heart melt! When Wes and I were first married (about 4 months ago) I told him it would be a LONG time before I wanted children. Boy, was I wrong. (or girl...lol) I've almost been obsessed with it. Ever since that little scare we had about a month ago, my mind has been transfixed on having babies, being pregnant, all of it. I ask him almost everyday when we can have babies. So far his answer is one year. :( Realistically it makes perfect since--I'd be graduating from school, hopefully he'd have a good job with benefits, and HOPEFULLY we'd have a house or at least a nice apartment....BUT my heart and inner mommy find that totally unacceptable. :) I want them NOW end of story!!! I want to give my children the best life possible, but my baby clock is going off! I know I'm only 22 and I know we've only been married for 4 months....but SO! Haha! I did not expect this at all, but I want a baby as soon as possible! Preferably a girl! :) Of course, I'd be happy with a boy. I've thought about tricking Wes by not taking my BC, but I guess that wouldn't be very nice...like I said, I do want the best life for my children, but a year sounds like an eternity away! :( Please keep us in your prayers. The baby clock needs to quieten down or conditons need to hurry up and get good so we can have babies! :D Thanks for reading! (BTW, the baby pic was made by a baby maker--http://www.vw.com/vwhype/babymaker/en/us/--using me and Wes's pic :) )
