We had a wonderful vacation to Destin, FL for Valentine's weekend. In our haste to pack, we forgot my BC pills. After our weekend, I begin to feel very nauseous. I even threw up twice one morning...and I NEVER throw up. I begin to have weird symptoms: dizziness, fatigue, nausea, bloating, lower back pain, cramps...which are usually the sign of a "bun in the oven". I began to get a little excited. I took a pregnancy test and it was negative, but I thought it may have been too early to tell. Despite my efforts to control myself, I was beginning to get very anxious and excited. My body had never felt this way and I was sure that we were expecting. Yesterday, mother nature proved me wrong. We were very sad...although very slightly relieved because right now we have no insurance and a pretty crappy income and living situation, but mostly I was very sad. I didn't think I wanted a baby for a while, but this experience made me realize that I REALLY DO! Just the thought of having a little person growing inside of me made by the love of me and Wes made me so excited....needless to say....AS SOON as Wes gets a proper job and we get things in order, we are going to try for a baby! YAY! I'm not too sure how soon or how later this might be, but I am hoping it is soon. I love Wes and I can't wait to start a family with him. I'm interested to see what beautiful children we can make. I definitely want our children to have the best life possible, so I'm hoping we can get financially stable very soon. Thanks for reading and thanks for your prayers.
