I dreamed about you last night. You were beautiful. You had baby blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes. I held you and you were so soft. You were such a sweet baby. You started to cry and I spoke to you and you looked at me and stopped. My heart aches for you. I wake up. You are no longer in my arms. I look for you and realize it was just another dream. I go to the bathroom and know that you are not coming this month. My heart sinks. Another month, no baby. I TRUST the Lord. He is my all in all. He is my Father and your Father. He knows when you need to come to me. He knows when your brother should come to me. He has our plans written in His Book of Life. I know you are waiting in Heaven for me. Either you or another sweet baby. I am praying for you. I am waiting for you. I am hoping with all my heart that the Lord will send you to me soon. I already love you so much. I can't wait to look in your baby blue eyes and just hold you and talk to you. I know the Lord is loving you and holding you until I am able to. That gives me GREAT comfort. I just want you to know that I love you with all my heart and can't wait for you to come to me.
Mommy
Thursday, June 23, 2011
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